There, I’ve said it. I’m deep in the last third of my sixth book and I should know better. The crisis is coming, the characters’ nerves are shot and all I see is failure and death. I can’t sleep more than five hours nor stop thinking about those poor souls living under oppression or the brave efforts of our heroine to attempt to liberate them.
Every obstacle seems to be in their way. But I’m the one who put them there. The heroine’s lover has disappeared, their group is running out of money, their cause is met with sympathy, polite indifference, sometimes hostility. And the villain is in their minds, corrupting their normality.
Imagine what it’s like living in this world. Well, I am. I am in thrall to it. Little housework is done, that the garden is not a wilderness is solely due to visitors arriving this weekend. Lunch is as ad hoc as it can be.We haven’t been out to eat for weeks. My back aches and my caffeine consumption has rocketed. And let’s not mention chocolate. I can’t bear to look at the scales. I’ve replied and reacted to essential emails and deadlines, but my Facebook posts have dwindled to almost nothing. That’s a sure sign something’s up.
I’m off to a major conference in the UK in less than two weeks’ time. I’d better get over this by then.
Alison Morton is the author of Roma Nova thrillers, INCEPTIO, PERFIDITAS, SUCCESSIO and AURELIA. The fifth in the series, INSURRECTIO, was published in April 2016.
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Bon Courage! These things will pass…so I’m told.
Thank you! I know writing is an obsession, but this is getting ridiculous. But it happens every time…
I emerged from a similar cave last week. I hear you.
Thanks, Damyanti. Sorry you had the same, but good to know I’m not the only one!
I am so in the same place. Thankfully without the sleeplessness. I’m at my computer at every conceivable moment and bad tempered with everything and everyone who takes me away or demands my attention. Thankfully the end is in sight and I can soon give myself over to the pleasure of editing. Good luck and see you on the 3rd.
I have about 20/25K to go and am obsessed by it. My aim is to get most of it done by the end of September. We’ll see!
Just finishing my eighth book and know a great deal about back and neck pain. I hear your tears.
Thank you, Jean. Really appreciate your empathy!
I don’t think I’ve ever written a book without going through this process Alison. The only upside is when you’ve once experienced it you know when it happens again, there will be light at the end of the tunnel!
Very true, Jo! I know it will be fine and I will be released back into the community when I’ve finished…